I am having such a difficult time adding any new posts. The last post I did was from Halloween and thankfully my Dad was at our house to celebrate. I have the post complete but it is so hard to actually post it. Life is moving along but it just doesn't feel right. How can life continue without my Dad? It just doesn't make sense. My Dad is so missed, no words can describe the loss of your Dad-or I guess the loss of my Dad. He was such an awesome Dad and Grandpa. We will always remember him and no event will ever be the same without him. It has been so hard getting through Christmas, New Years, Carsyn and Hayden's Birthday's and now my Dad's birthday is coming up. Obviously, we are celebrating everything for the kids. It has been so hard for me to push through my sadness to actually participate and plan these activities. It just doesn't feel right celebrating without my Dad. He was always up for a good time. Now what do you do when his birthday comes around? I guess just be there for my Mom? The sadness is definitely not gone, I feel it everyday. Luckily, the kids are here to keep me on task and distracted at the same time. I will continue to move forward with my life and hopefully start showing this on my blog again. I just felt like I needed to say that!
We love you Dad!!!
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